GAH. Can I just leave. Can I just go and spend the rest of the year traveling around and volunteering.

I want to play with a baby elephant. I want to lounge around with a cheetah. I want to ride a horse in the ocean. I want to stay in an ecolodge in the Amazon rainforest. I want to take care of leopards and jaguars and tigers.

I just want it to be October. Or November. Or whatever month it is that I’ll be going to Belize.

I just want to be in Belize. And not in high school.

In total “save all the tigers and punch anyone who doesn’t help in the face” mode right now. 

Saaaaave meeeee.

Going to South Africa as a volunteer first or going to Belize as a volunteer first.

South Africa would be at an elephant care centre, a cheetah care centre, and a horse rehabilitation centre.

Belize would be at a Caribbean Wildlife Centre.

Thinking Belize would be better first time as a volunteer because it’s closer and (probably) safer and a bit nicer in ways of accommodation.

But the South Africa projects sound amazing. And I have this (probably irrational) fear that if I don’t go now it’ll be like cancelled or something and then I’ll never get to go. Which I don’t think will actually happen but I still can’t shake the feeling.

Sigh.

And why is everyone going to be in school! I wanna go with somebody :/

-_-

Cause it’s just not happening for me.

Also some tumblr friends would be nice…I have over a hundred followers, why do none of you ever talk to me!? I’m really nice, I swear. 

And I’ll probably end up buying more due to my lack of impulse control and my love of books.

NERD GIRL FOREVER. It’s gonna be a fun summer.

(Eat, work, workout, movies, read, sleep. Sounds about right.)

I just get ignored anyway.

Even my friends seem less interested in being around me. Not sure if I should be happy that there are only 21 more days until graduation because I’ll finally get away from all that, or if I should be sad because once I’m gone I’m really on my own.

aseaofquotes:

L.J. Smith, The Awakening

It takes me almost the exact same amount of time to ride my bike home from work as it does to ride it to work, and coming home from work I have to go up a decent sized hill.

Thanks, legs.